Dirty Messy Love

Could I have loved her if I tried harder? What if I just focused on and appreciated her love for me, because it was endless. Could that have sparked something inside me, giving me the realization I needed? Broken down the barrier that I had up? Maybe. Maybe that would’ve been enough. Maybe it was real love. And if I hadn’t ignored it, been annoyed by it, felt guilty for it… It could’ve lasted a lifetime…