Tag: Love
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Loved?
I didn’t feel loved as much as I felt…needed. As in medicinally. As if my presence was required to not go off the deep end. The deep end of thoughts, and anxiety, and destructive behavior. I couldn’t leave. I could barely go to the store alone. Much less have a conversation about divorce… Any time…
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Hindsight
Could I have loved her if I tried harder? What if I just focused on and appreciated her love for me, because it was endless. Could that have sparked something inside me, giving me the realization I needed? Broken down the barrier that I had up? Maybe. Maybe that would’ve been enough. Maybe it was…
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Smiles
Adrian. It’s all gonna be alright. It’s all gonna work out.We’re gonna smile and look up at the blue sky sun shining and smile, thinking about how this life of ours is finally great. And all this anguish was just a tiny blip.
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Nowhere
They hate me. How am I the bad guy? I kept us together. For 15 years I kept us together. I was the one holding the house together with my own two hands as it ripped me apart day after day. She drank herself to divorce and she’s the hero. She’s the victim. How do…
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Maybe
I’m ashamed to say I took my daughters’ love for granted for 14 years. I thought it was assumed. I thought it was a given. They’re little, young, naive, it doesn’t count… But when it’s gone…you’ll run through fire to get it back. When it’s gone your soul falls from your body flat on the…
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I love you
I love you so much. I don’t want to confuse you and I’m not trying to get back together or anything. I’m just saying I love you. We built something so crazy. We built a family from nothing and we did so much. So much driving, and sleeping, relaxing, movies, popcorn, hot chocolate, cuddling, lots…
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Kitchen Revelation
We’re living in Sicily, Italy. The people and tight knit helpful community, the pizza, the new friends, the culture, the pizza, the bakeries, the espresso… the pizza. It is magnificent. The first year here has been the best our marriage has ever seen. From my point of view. We’re parenting the most adorable and wildly…
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Teen Love
I’m 18 and he’s 21. He’s been shy and not forward whatsoever. Just respectful and sexy as hell. Sexy in that responsible, handsome, there’s a future here kind of way. Plus his neck and forearms made me tingle in places. I want him bad. We’ve already done, stuff. Just not all the way yet. It’s…
Dirty Messy Love 